The End of the Road
New York City: The end of a very, very long road. I feel a bit lost at the moment, trying to explain exactly where I am.
I'm on Staten Island, in New York City. I'm at the end of the road in America, the final destination for this country, this continent.
I'm at the finish line of the trip which I started from my home in London nearly 13 months ago, after setting off one morning with a firm faith in the bike I sat on, and a less firm faith in the direction we were headed.
I'm also at the end of several years of day dreaming, months of planning, weeks of bike building, and more days of packing and unpacking my panniers than I could ever remember. But right at this moment, I'm in a warm dry house, having eaten a huge dinner (have been craving chinese for a while), and sitting on a wonderfully comfortable sofa - I will never forget how good seats are after spending so many night cross legged on the cold hard ground. Today started off like any other day: with maple syrup and coffee.
Drizzled generously on my porridge oats, we ate our fill, packed our panniers, and strapped them onto the bike one last time. One very specific thing which made today's ride different to most (other than that it being the last), was the fact that we passed through the area of New York where I grew up 20 something years ago. We ate our lunch outside the library that for some reason is emblazoned in my mind. I visited the house we lived in, which as is always the case seemed so much smaller than I could remember.
We cycled past my brother's school, and the kindegarten which I remember being at, and which I was first recognised for that... Incomparable artistic flair. And we headed to Scarsdale Station, where I can remember at least once, waiting with my Mum and brother for Dad to come home from work.... Amazingly right from that spot at the station, we were able to jump onto a bike path leading far into the city. Navigating the streets once off was a more interesting affair. Trying to work our way across the city to the Hudson Greenway, I was nearly run over once, and honked at near non stop. That trail took us all the way to the tip of Manhatten, where amidst the throngs of police (apparently there's a visit from the President due "some time"), we hopped with ease onto the free Staten Island ferry. After that, it was a mere couple of miles to where we were staying, with only one more stop: to light up the €1 cigar that I've been carrying since Jack first joined me in Germany a year ago... I guess I can't really say for sure right at this moment how it feels to have finished. Proud, sure. Satisfying, maybe. Terrifying almost definitely.
But one thing I can say without a doubt, is that I feel incredibly grateful. Grateful to everyone who has helped me on the way. The countless numbers of people who have fed me, housed me, even clothed me. Every country has brought smiling faces and generosity beyond that which I could have imagined possible. Every country has brought challenges too of course, but they fade away into the murkiness of "things that happened". The people I've met though, will stay with me forever. And I'm here because of them. I feel gratefulness too, to everyone who has thought of me while I've been away. In the semi-conscious state that you achieve sometimes while cycling, your mind drifts back to recount every single person and encounter you've ever known, and to think of all the people you've ever met, known, loved or hated. Its nice not to be forgotten. But most of all, right this moment, I'm just grateful to be indoors, and lying down with nowhere to go, for once tomorrow. After 13 months and 18,000-odd km around the world, I can conclude one thing: beds are an amazing thing. Goodnight.
I'm on Staten Island, in New York City. I'm at the end of the road in America, the final destination for this country, this continent.
I'm at the finish line of the trip which I started from my home in London nearly 13 months ago, after setting off one morning with a firm faith in the bike I sat on, and a less firm faith in the direction we were headed.
I'm also at the end of several years of day dreaming, months of planning, weeks of bike building, and more days of packing and unpacking my panniers than I could ever remember. But right at this moment, I'm in a warm dry house, having eaten a huge dinner (have been craving chinese for a while), and sitting on a wonderfully comfortable sofa - I will never forget how good seats are after spending so many night cross legged on the cold hard ground. Today started off like any other day: with maple syrup and coffee.
Drizzled generously on my porridge oats, we ate our fill, packed our panniers, and strapped them onto the bike one last time. One very specific thing which made today's ride different to most (other than that it being the last), was the fact that we passed through the area of New York where I grew up 20 something years ago. We ate our lunch outside the library that for some reason is emblazoned in my mind. I visited the house we lived in, which as is always the case seemed so much smaller than I could remember.
We cycled past my brother's school, and the kindegarten which I remember being at, and which I was first recognised for that... Incomparable artistic flair. And we headed to Scarsdale Station, where I can remember at least once, waiting with my Mum and brother for Dad to come home from work.... Amazingly right from that spot at the station, we were able to jump onto a bike path leading far into the city. Navigating the streets once off was a more interesting affair. Trying to work our way across the city to the Hudson Greenway, I was nearly run over once, and honked at near non stop. That trail took us all the way to the tip of Manhatten, where amidst the throngs of police (apparently there's a visit from the President due "some time"), we hopped with ease onto the free Staten Island ferry. After that, it was a mere couple of miles to where we were staying, with only one more stop: to light up the €1 cigar that I've been carrying since Jack first joined me in Germany a year ago... I guess I can't really say for sure right at this moment how it feels to have finished. Proud, sure. Satisfying, maybe. Terrifying almost definitely.
But one thing I can say without a doubt, is that I feel incredibly grateful. Grateful to everyone who has helped me on the way. The countless numbers of people who have fed me, housed me, even clothed me. Every country has brought smiling faces and generosity beyond that which I could have imagined possible. Every country has brought challenges too of course, but they fade away into the murkiness of "things that happened". The people I've met though, will stay with me forever. And I'm here because of them. I feel gratefulness too, to everyone who has thought of me while I've been away. In the semi-conscious state that you achieve sometimes while cycling, your mind drifts back to recount every single person and encounter you've ever known, and to think of all the people you've ever met, known, loved or hated. Its nice not to be forgotten. But most of all, right this moment, I'm just grateful to be indoors, and lying down with nowhere to go, for once tomorrow. After 13 months and 18,000-odd km around the world, I can conclude one thing: beds are an amazing thing. Goodnight.

